Time for a cool change...

While listening to a song of "Little River Band", Cool Change

If there's one thing in my life that's missing

It's the time I spend alone

Sailing on the cool and bright clear water

There have been many changes in my life lately but one thing really has been bothering me. I never really had time to spend on myself to think about things. It is always me and my daughter or me and my friends. I never really had a time off for myself. I think it is because I worry too much that I would be making a mistake. I did not realize that worrying too much is already a mistake itself.

There's lots of those friendly people

And they're showing me ways to go

And I never want to lose their inspiration

I am just beginning to see that people around me, friends and family, are supporting me, directly or indirectly, with or without my knowledge. I had built a wall around me so tall and hard to protect myself without realizing that the same wall was also preventing others to help me. Now I am beginning to tear down that wall so that I could see the world around me.

It's time for a cool change

I know that it's time for a cool change

Now that my life is so prearranged

I know that it's time for a cool change

I felt everything was already paved for me that I don't have any choice but take that road. But now it is gonna be different. I will be taking my step on my own terms at my own pace. Everything has to change. I cannot be caught living in one's shadow anymore. I should not be living in the past. I should face the future.

This ain't about riding but still...
Ride safe!